And Then It Was Sunday

I knew it would hurt, I knew I’d feel broken

But I can stay strong, those words never spoken 

I awoke in the morning and put a smile on my face

Don’t let it fade, just keep it in place

But then it was Sunday

I kept myself busy I ignored all the pain

Never stop and think, gotta keep myself sane

I made the choice, and thought it was best

I attempted each day with a new found zest

But then it was Sunday

My guard was up; my heart was locked

No one could get in; I’d keep them all blocked

I thought I could do it, I thought I’d succeed

And with my heart I started to plead

But then it was Sunday

And when it was Sunday

The thoughts consumed me I couldn’t push them away

My heart was breaking, my determination started to sway

I was surrounded with pain, my smile nowhere to be found

The tears came quickly, and crashed to the ground

And when it was Sunday

I picked up the phone, but put it back down

I could just go see you; I could drive across town

No, I can’t, I shouldn’t, I refuse to give in

But what should I do? My heads starting to spin 

And when it was Sunday

I wouldn’t call you, but I hoped you’d call me

How were you doing? I wanted to see

I hope you’re alright, I hope you’re okay

And at the end of the day, that’s all I needed to say